04 June 2011

all over and done.

I wanted 9th grade to end on a good note SO badly. I didn't want to have to go to high school and still feel awkward around those friends that decided not to be friends anymore. I just wanted things to be good between everyone.
So it was Yearbook Day. Last day of junior high, and this is the day it had to happen. I was more praying that things would work out, since I couldn't do much about it. I just needed to have the guts to ask certain people to sign my yearbook.
There are these two guys that made it quite clear they did not want to be friends, but heck, I wanted to let them know if they ever want to be friends, I'm up for it. So I asked the first to sign it, and it went well! The second guy was hard though. It actually took a lot to walk up to him. But I did, and it was kinda funny. In his yearbook, I wrote thanks for all the good times, you're really great. That was simple, and I wrote it fast, just in case. But he kept writing, so I stood there awkwardly, and freaking out inside. It was funny. But he finished quickly and we said goodbye.
A few minutes later curiosity beat me and I found what he wrote. It said "sorry for being such a jerk. If you want, I think we could be really great friends again."
I RAN to my friends and had them read it. The most embarrassing thing: I started to cry. I was SO happy that things were gonna be okay, I cried! My friends freaked out cause they were so surprised. I was too.
But I love surprises.
And I'm happy.

1 comment:

  1. Dearest Fetus,
    It's good to hear that you are patching things up with an old friend. I know that that can be hard and scary, but I'm really proud of you for even going up there and asking him to sign your yearbook. Never look back, my dear. Only look forward with a bright eagerness to see what lies ahead.
    I miss ya, and we need to chat soon.
    Love,
    Lex

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