Personality: 2

Kirsten brought a book to our Yellowstone trip. In it, you can find out your personality type. I really wanted to find out what mine was! It was hard to answer questions though. It makes you feel vulnerable admitting simple facts about yourself. Deciding how you REALLY act opposed to how you WANT to act. Wanna hear the verdict?

I'm Number 2, The Helper.

The Helper is self-sacrificing and often neglects their personal needs because they want to help others. Their basic fear is being unloved and their desire is to be wanted and loved. Our super-ego is that we will be good or okay if we are making other people happy. (This is all from memory, I'm pretty sure its all right). I'm definitely not saying any of this to brag or anything, but I couldn't believe how true all the aspects were for me. My fear of being unloved is huge. It bubbles up and presents itself often.

I think this is why I freakout.... in my head... often. Things quietly fell apart at the beginning of summer with a best friend, and since, I guess I felt like a loner. Everything is good with them but I realize now how I really feared being unloved. Its kinda crazy, huh?

Personalities are pretty cool. I like mine.